It’s amazing how i still feel the same way about you even after everything that happened.
Sometimes I pray that i wake up one morning and find that I no longer want you.
I guess I am stupid that way… but that’s simply the truth, and it’s my burden to carry.
Having said that, i will turn my feet and walk away.
Self-delusion is a hard thing to conquer, but I will do this even if i know for certain that I will bleed a lot.
I will find strength from the people who loves me and who are truly there for me.
I ask the universe why painful things happen to good people. But I guess for now, only time holds the answers.
So with unshed tears, i will say goodbye.